What means life for you?

Every time I see a family with small kids, I question myself is this what I want? Go to school, go out, go to the job with some dick manager I won't like, find my love, whom I will caught cheating on me with other woman or even something worse, have kids and eventually became slave to them and then die. I mean this is not what I am working for. Sure that I want to have family, but not like this. I am that person who is creative, and when you take them this part of their life off, they will burn off in themselves and will be living very unhappily. I need to travel, it is something, which makes me very happy and I just can't be without it. I also can't work for someone, so I just can't be slave to someone and seem to be happy. No I am the person, who tells true, no matter what, I must say what I really think not only something I think the other person will like. I also love gym, its a huge part of my life, its over 3 years now, that I started lifting, and hell yes I love it. It gave me confidence, happiness and just place where I can work towards my goals and also be only me with my thoughts and its kind of therapy also, thats the best part. You can be angry, and give to your workout all you can, forget on all these problems for an hour and at the same time do something for your future yourself. So win, win, win. And I also love dancing, it is my creative side of me, it keeps me very happy inside as well as outside. It is creative form of culture. And you fucking don't care what others thinks about you, because it is only between you and the music you are dancing on. For me life means learning. I mean, everyday we are learning something new. And the best part is how you feel, I love to feel productive. And I love to learn about new cultures so learning new languages is win of me. Doing crazy things like climbing on the roof in the middle of the night, isn't it fun? I just love adrenalin. And no, I don't mean that one you get when you are drunk or fucked up with cigarets or even something worse, no. I mean that adrenaline when you do something you thought you would never done, something crazy, with friends, siblings or partners it doesn't matter as long as you enjoy it with them. You must have fun in your life, because for what else we are here for, am I right? Some memories are just forever, and they are the most crazy ones, these you will be telling one day to your future kids, not that normal ones, if you get me? Be curious about your life, please. I don't see point in life living like you are drunk every weekend, and you are thinking how your life is awesome, but one day you realize, you don't have anything, you haven't had an goal an now it is late, so you will live this life you just don't enjoy because you thought you will be working later in your life. Everyone haves them unhealthy relationships, but some of them are worth the pain, the depression, because you know you love them with every piece of your heart. So show them, one day, it will be just too late. Sure, that not all your life will be like you wish, but if you truly give it everything you have, it will show off, and you won't be that one, who wasted their life. And please don't smoke, every cigaret shortens your life with 11 minutes. 11 minutes is worth it so much more. So what means life for you?

xoxo Misheele